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It has been a weird change to go from no action at all, not even a "hello" from a guy in Nor Cal; to needing a Rolodex to keep track of my new dates. This would all be easier if I actually had my car back so I could drive to see these boys, lol! Mr. Seahawk and I have been dating for 3 weeks now. He is really sweet and treats me well. I'm still a little unsure of where this will go and if I am truly feelin it. He already considers me his girlfriend. There is a large age difference between us and he plans on moving back to Seattle soon. So I am not getting too attached just yet. I also have plans to meet up with 3 other guys, once my damn car is back. "Mr. Blue Eyes" I had to drop because he was a little too boring for my taste. Coming soon: "Mr. Softball", who I mentioned earlier, "Mr. Auto Body", and "Mr. Matzo Ball".

On a side note, I am finally getting my car fixed. I damaged the back bumper 2 years ago and haven't had the money to get it fixed. Now it's finally in the shop and I can not wait to get it back! I'll be parking in the farthest spot possible to make sure no one bumps me, lol!

Fool me once, shame on you..Fool me twice, shame on me

I like to think that people deserve second chances. I've had a lot of good friends and family burn me in the past. Some of them I have never forgiven and some I have taken the high road, and put the past behind me. I recently helped an ex-friend out and was able to put everything that he had said to me out the window. I did everything I could to help him find a new job and what did he do in return? He completely fucked me and almost got me fired from my job. Thanks alot asshole! I couldn't believe that he would do that to me. What kind of person does that? After I did nothing but help him! Ugh!

It makes realize that maybe my judgement is pretty spot on with these people I used to call friends. It's sad to me that people can be so ugly on the inside.

Happy

I know by writing this entry, most peeps will say, "F&CK You Rosie!" or "Sure, Rub it in!" but I have to say that I am truly happy that my reasons for moving back to So Cal were all legit and actually happened. My social life has improved, I like where I live, I get to see family more, my love life has improved and I love my job. I don't regret one minute of moving to the Bay and the good times I did have while there, however I know that I was truly done with being and moving back was really the best decision I could have made.

Next steps, figure out how long this job will last and find a place to live close by.

Bring it 2011!

Second Thoughts

Last night I went out with Mr. Seahawk again and let's just say that we went from a first date, to being married for 10 years. He really wanted to watch a basketball game, which I was totally fine with. I'm not the bitchy girl type that says no and only wants the attention on me. Plus I like basketball. Well thing is, it was only on his laptop and he was watching it with headphones. Ummm...ok. We were at his place and I had family guy and Conan on the TV for me while he was watching sports on his laptop. Now, this would be fine if we were already dating for awhile but this is the 2nd date! Big turn off. He also talks about his work WAY too much. Most of it, is so not interesting at all to me. Once the game was over, it was better and he did buy me wine and food, but still. Am I wrong here? LOL!

I have two other dates coming up next week. One who is a year older than me and lives here in SCV. We will call him "Mr. Softball" cuz he plays in a league here. The other lives in Lancaster (uh oh!) and he works for a aerospace company. We will call him, "Mr.Blue Eyes" cuz he has really crystal clear blue eyes. Are you keeping up with the nicknames? I hope so!

Date #1

I just got back from Match.com Date #1. After my "situation" with Mr. Perv Texter, I was a little leery of this whole online dating thing, but dammit I'm stickin with it! For the sake of saving his name for now, we will call my date tonight "Mr. Seahawk" because he is from Seattle. We emailed back and forth online a few times and he invited me out for dinner/drinks. I was SUPER nervous today before the date. I went out and bought a new outfit, which looked hot and did the hair up all nice. We decided to meet at the restaurant, so I felt better knowing I had my own escape pod if I needed it. I walked into the place and this guy is standing there in the doorway, looks me up and down, and give me a hug. Then he starts smelling my hair and tried to kiss me. Now mind you, he looks NOTHING like his picture, so I'm wondering who the fuck this is. I pulled back and ask who he is. Turns out it's not "Mr. Seahawk" and it's some other random hot dude. I go to sit down at the bar because I know my real date is about to come in and random dude comes and sits with me. Uhh...this is gonna be awkward when he shows up. I start chattin with the random guy, cuz he is cute and looks really familiar. He says to me, "I know who you are". Creeped out, I ask why and turns out we went to high school together and I totally remembered who he was. He then asks me for my number and as I start to put it in his phone, "Mr. Seahawk" walks in. Awkward! I quickly say that we are old friends from High School and we were just catching up. "Mr. Seahawk" thought he was my bodyguard I brought with me just in case. LOL, oiy! Great start! Random High School Dude finally left and I started my real date. Our conversation was actually pretty effortless and we both felt really comfortable around each other. We had a few drinks and sushi, which he paid for. Afterwards, we made out a bit and seemed to have a connection. We will most likely go on a second date, so I am looking forward to that. I am also chatting with a few others online and hey who knows, maybe random high school guy will call me. :P

Match.com

Sorry for being absent for quite some time on here. With my move down to LA and being extremely busy at work, it has left me with no time to blog. However I am back and full of stories. For one, my new year's resolution this year is to focus on my love life, and past lack there of. Due to the fact that I work from home, I decided to give Match.com a chance again. I have never actually paid for it. I have just always tried it for free, and it really gets me nowhere.

So day one, I fill out my profile and await the winks/awkward get to know ya emails. Within an hour of joining, this guy messages me and he seems really nice. Cute face, didn't look psycho, and lived close by. We took our emails off to IMs and ended up chatting for 8 hours! The conversation was effortless and we really seemed to click. The next day, I get a text message from him saying that he couldn't stop thinking about me and how quickly we formed this connection. K, little weird...but I agree. THEN he tells me that he thinks he may already be in love with me. Umm....what? I ask him how he knows he loves me after chatting for 1 day and never actually meeting in person? He then goes on to say that he just knows and he can tell that we are going to get married. He asked me to move in with him and asked me if I would do all these truely disgusting sexual things to him. OKKKK, DONE!! I had a total of 300 text messages from him. In-fuckin-sane! The sad thing is, I was really feeling this guy when we first started chatting. So do I let this ruin my new quest to find a man? No, I wont give up. It is just scary that there are freaks like this out there that seem normal at first. Sigh...

Right now I am chatting with a few other guys. There is one that lives about 5 miles away and I think I will be grabbing drinks with him soon. To be continued!